You think you want to know? You're mistaken.

I tend to be one of those people that needs all the details. I need answers to my questions. I need to be completely clear on what exactly happened.

So it takes forever to get the answers that you need, you finally start getting them bit by bit...and it's just too much. And suddenly it hits you "What the hell was I thinking? Why did I want to know this, again?"...

You're damned if you do, you're damned if you don't.