The Souvenir

I cant help but wonder how different things might have have been by now if I never would have asked that one question on that one night. Though I already knew the answer, hearing it is a completely different ballpark. I sometimes wonder if I shoulid have just let it linger in my mind without that final confirmation. When you don't have that confirmation, you can hang onto that hope that maybe you're wrong, you know? I've always been a believer in the old saying "ignorance is bliss"....but I guess I'll never really know.