Starting to make peace with the inevitable...

I've really been avoiding the idea of anti-depressants for a while now. I got off of them because I got pregnant. I stayed off of them to prove a point. I think I made my point, but all that hard work seems to be crashing down now. Now that life is finally starting to settle down, it's time for me to start dealing with whats happened. That reality has brought along with it, a whole new kind of anxiety and depression. I've been back on anxiety meds for a little while now to help with the panic attacks. But the depression is actually scaring me. That's a first. Well hell, there goes that whole "I-am-woman-hear-me-roar" thing. Damn. Will update this story as needed.