When I really have time to sit and think about it (which is all the time lately when you consider the amount of sleep that I'm not getting), it amazes me how insane my life has been in the last few years. It seems that it's gone from one extreme to another. There has been no constant. It's been hard to feel "safe" with things constantly changing, whether they're changed for the better or worse. There are still things that I look back on and I immediately feel sick. There are things I'm still coming to terms with, two years later. There are still about a million and two things on my list of things I need to let go of.
It also amazes me to think how much my little ones have grown. It seems like last week that I found out I was pregnant with ZoeJane, and here it is, a few months before she starts Pre-K.
Its scary to think how quickly our lives can change (and how quickly they WILL). All you can do is take comfort in knowing that right now...in this VERY moment, you're okay.
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