Home from vacation. I feel like I need a vacation to recover from the vacation. But I guess that's how it works with kiddo's. Meanwhile, it's definitely back to business as usual.
I'm really starting to wrap my head around the idea that some people will never outgrow the jr. high phase of their lives, and I don't know whether to feel bad for them or laugh. I mean, you know you've got an issue when you're married, expecting your second child, and still so hung up on your ex, that you feel the need to name your daughter after his daughter...and then pass the message down through the grapevine to his wife. I mean, really? Really, people? Aside from the obvious lack of creativity...are we really that immature? Who is willing to name their child based on getting back at someone?
On another note, it feels like people like this are always going to play a part in our lives and there's not a damn thing I can do about it. That hopeless feeling does nothing but piss me off and make me feel like a monumental idiot for ever dealing with it in the first place...especially considering the lack of support I have FOR dealing with it. And maybe I am. Shit. It's just one thing after another. At what point is it not worth dealing with anymore? At what point do you say "Okay, my brain is running out of room for the good memories because instead, it's stuck with all the bad ones...and that's no good"? At what point do you start discussing a lobotomy with your family physician....? Well, that's something new to ponder...
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