Well, so far I've lost 2 lbs, been drinking lots more water and eliminated one of the main sources of drama in my life. I'd say I'm doing pretty good.
Last night Dayton wrote me a 3 pg ambien induced letter about all the questions I have. Drinking makes most people honest---ambien makes Dayton honest. It made me cry. A little of it made me feel bad for him. Some of it hurt because it was the answers I wanted...but they still stung a little. He is never as sexy to me as when he's vulnerable...and I'm hoping for him to show a little more vulnerability tonight. Everything has been so great for us for the last few weeks. It seems like we've gotten a lot closer for some reason. I think the past 18 months has shown us that we really can depend on each other, and other people matter so little when you look at the big picture.
I <3 my little family.
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