If I would have known what was to come,
I would have walked away.
And it never would have mattered,
because you’d hate me anyway
Without a word between us,
I would have passed you by.
And now I’d still be standing tall,
with not one reason to cry.
I thought that you were different,
not the typical bull shit guy.
But now I know the truth,
You were only selling for me to buy.
And without a second thought,
I gave it all to you.
I never knew what was to come,
what hell you’d put me through.
From the very start there were other girls.
A sick new part of life.
Nothing could stop you. Nothing was worth it.
Not even a heartbroken wife.
I knew I wasn’t good enough.
It didn’t take long to see,
that I wasn’t the girl you wanted.
But I saw the girl I had to be.
I needed to be skinnier.
Dark hard, and tattoos, too.
It wasn’t enough that you had promised,
Or that I was the one who loved you.
Soon things went all pear shaped,
a new page I wasn’t sure you wanted.
But soon the girls went away,
and I didn’t feel so taunted.
But shortly our new bundle came,
and things began to change.
Everything went back to normal,
and started to feel the same.
Soon a brand new girl came in.
A new reason for me to worry.
Our marriage quickly started to break,
everything was so un-sturdy.
I begged and pleaded for you to stop.
You told me you never would.
I wasn’t worth your friends,
and if I wanted to go, I should.
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